Sunday, November 20, 2011

gloomy s

Even walking outside didn’t make me feel any better. I am missing something and it must be male company. I want cuddling, warm cuddles that don’t have anything to do with sex. I called Hatch 5 minutes ago , just wanted to ask about puppy and tell him how much I am missing puppy. I had one of those clear dreams last night, puppy was there, I was patting him and he was licking my face. I felt his warm and smooth body and it felt so good. Nobody takes me seriously, I am really missing him badly..
It is Sunday evening and gloomy as usual. I making some cranberry sauce for Thanksgiving dinner and also chicken for tomorrow . Sonny is watching Tv. Everything is peaceful and at the same time empty. I need love. I need a romantic love.

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